Succeeding at failure…

…Acceptance in all things is the start of new beginnings… I have said this before and I will say this again. I consider myself a failure. I feel I have failed in my career, failed as a husband, failed as a boyfriend, failed as a person, a brother, a son and maybe even a human being at times. Others see me as a success. I find it hard to accept that. I know the failures. I know my errors. I am ‘cursed’ with exceptionally good long term memory, so can remember every… Read More

The generation game of thrones…

When you play the game of thrones, you win or you die. There is no middle ground There are hundreds if not thousands of sources online that talk about how different generations respond to different stimulus, how they work and want different things from life, and how they approach society, the world and life in general. I don’t want to cover old ground with subjects that are covered by far more experienced and knowledgeable people than I am. I want to give a crash course into conversations that happen every day and conversations that have happened to me… Read More

Being left alone with loneliness…

Feeling alone in a room full of people is a terrifying experience. Recently I have had a lot of people talk to be about loneliness. This encouraged me to look back on conversations and thoughts I had during 2017 when I was at my most recently memorable lowest point. Through pain we find ourselves… Whilst I was having a tattoo done during the middle of the 2018 my artist and friend, Bob, introduced me to a term called serial monogamist which I had never heard before. This really struck home with me… Read More